Grandma Cantik, Grandma Sayang

Saya sedang melankolis. I really miss my grandma.

Februari 2013 adalah terakhir kali saya bertemu nenek, I mean she's still alive now no worries. Tapi, saya rindu banget. Saya tidak tahu kapan saya akan pulang lagi.
Kalau baca surat yang nenek kirim, it feels like hurts to cry. Bukankah manis sekali, ada yang mengirimkan kamu surat? Ya, nenek saya melakukannya pada saya. Surat yang hanya menanyakan kabar itu, seems so beautiful and warm.

Nenek saya , adalah nenek tercantik dan terimut di dunia (cucunya juga) her name is Sophia, cantik ya? Usianya 84 tahun, sebentar lagi 85 tahun, wow. Nenek tinggal di Toraja, dan masih sehat.

She is so cute when she was sleeping,
or awake
or hugging me
or eat food elegantly
or reading Bible
or teach me Godly message
or worship God
or telling me her old story
or laughing at my silly face
or everything.
She is so cute , and I love her.

Akhir-akhir ini saya kepikiran beliau terus, walau ada yang lucu..
Kemarin saya sempat mengubungi beliau, beliau sedang sakit. How worried I am, and I call her as soon as possible. Di telepon beliau terdengar lucu, karena menjawab pertanyaan saya sekenanya, she can't hear well now. We laugh a lot. After we end the conversation, seorang paman memberitahu saya, nenek yang sedang tidak enak badan selama dua hari mendadak ceria dan semangat setelah menerima telepon dari saya. Beliau bangun dari tempat tidur dan menuju dapur beraktifitas. Hahaha, my grandma is just so sweet~

I cry a lot that day. Tidak ada yang merawatnya dan tidak ada yang bisa saya lakukan selain berdoa.
My bad, saya jarang menghubunginya karena sibuk, padahal nenek pasti kesepian dan butuh penyemangat. Nenek pasti khawatir tentang bagaimana saya menjalani hidup yang keras seperti kerupuk ini.
But, I really grateful, I thank God for everything. My God is an awesome God, Dia menjaga nenek senantiasa.

Tears are falling constantly, I think about her beautiful smile, that I pray I see her again someday.
Mungkin wangi khas nenek akan lama baru saya temui lagi, namun kata-kata dan nasehatnya akan selalu hadir di hati. Sulit saya ungkapkan bagaimana nenek sangat berjasa mengajari saya, begitu banyak yang nenek beri, dan tak pernah mengeluh, she did everything for me with love.

God, Thank You for always take care of her.

 


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A former Miss Global Teen Indonesia, Miss Coffee Indonesia for South Sulawesi and Toraja Tourism Ambassador. Coffee drinker and chinese food reviewer for TripAdvisor, currently finishing her study majoring Tourism and also keep travel during her free time. She is involving in some Community Based Tourism sociopreneur project, the recent one is in Dago Pojok, Bandung. She was interviewed on VOI program for Radio Republik Indonesia (RRI) Bandung and ROI Radio to talk about Couchsurfing in Indonesia. Another appearance on Television was on NBT Channel Thailand for representing Indonesia in ASEAN Plus Three Tourism Student Summit in Bangkok and Pattaya, another appearance was about the partnership between Indonesia and Thailand youth through Foundation for International Human Resources Development (FIHRD) where she take responsibility for the partnership.